I stand before a bottomless pit that's filled with nothing but darkness. Uncertainty and fear waver throughout my body. Suddenly, my limbs feel numb, they've been cut off, detached, dissociated. A constant buzz of adrenaline makes my heart beat faster than normal. Pounding blood through my veins, I'm suddenly aware of every little thing around me. It makes me shiver. My eyes start to well up but I don't allow the tears to fall.

It's hard to leave all that you thought you'd never leave; It's hard to leave it all behind when there's nothing even there. It's only the speculation into what could have been that makes it hard.

Things have a funny way of working out. "It wasn't meant to be", they say. But what if it was meant to be. Then nothing will ever be right again.